i'm fading away

Alone
I’m so alone
this isn’t fair
tears keep falling,
I can’t stop crying.
why does no one love me?
my friends are slowly leaving
I’m slowly fading
my heart aches
my eyes hurt
I just want it to stop.
the razor calls me
and wants to kiss me
but I’m so afraid of her.
all she brings is pain
and blood
disappointment
and guilt.
I hate feeling this way.
I need someone to save me
before I fade completely.